Post by SecondhandHeart24 on Oct 30, 2013 17:58:34 GMT
No no no!!! I don't WANT this to happen!!! I don't want Michelle and Reeves to disappear! Its like I'm the one dying! Things finally got a million times better for my school work and everything else but not anymore! I now have these mental issues!! And I can't tell anyone! They will thank I'm crazy! Idk if I can even do my research paper because the teacher may think I'm crazy for talking to made up people and just give ma a failing grade! Then ill have to retake English1101 all over again!!! Ugh! And I have constant headaches and I have a math test this evening and I just want to scream and run away from my mind! I just don't even like thinking anymore! Michelle and Reeves are disappearing and I don't want them to I want them to stay! I love them and I feel like a part of me is going too! I don't want DID if its going to make me crazy!!!! I never picked this in the first place!!!!! Why me!?!?! I feel so bad for Robert and Damien because they are doing everything they can to make my life as smooth as possible but I'm just dead weight!! I'm just bringing them down with me and I know they are trying so hard... I don't want DID anymore! I just want them to be happy and stress free and not dragging me around and helping me do my papers.... I just want to disappear right now....
-Aelita
-Sofelia