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Post by SecondhandHeart24 on Nov 1, 2013 1:12:47 GMT
I just want to QUIT. Like GOOD-BYE, SEE Ya Later, GIVE UP, SHUT DOWN, just flat out QUIT. Like it's too much, waaaay too much. I don't want to do this anymore, I just want OUT. I want to LEAVE go someplace where no one knows me at all and I don't have to think, and I have no worries. No NOTHING. Like NOTHING! QUIT! See you LATER! Maybe tomorrow maybe NOT! THAT would be NICE wouldn't it? GOOD-BYE! Maybe ill send a letter maybe NOT! I don't CARE. Just want to RUN AWAY from myself! Like get OUT of this SKIN and go AWAY someplace! Someplace FAR FAR AWAY! NO worries, NO responsibilities, NO cares NO NOTHING AT ALL! EEWWWW!!! This is GROSS! Why can't I just LEAVE! WHY??? ARUGH!!! I HATE THIS!!!! SO FRUSTRATED! I can't concentrate on ANYTHING! I'm TIRED of HEADACES every NIGHT! NO more! JUST NOTHING! I want NOTHING! I just can't DEAL WITH THIS anymore! Why is there no way to go away for a long time without letting it seem like disappearing... or running away... I just don't know what to say. Or do. I just CAN'T. Just- NO NO NO NO NO NO NO. NO more! I just- I don't know what to say- or what to feel- or anything- just- NO. NOPE. SEE Ya LATER. GOOD-BYE. I HAVE TO GO. AWAY AWAY AWAY AWAY. Can't LEAVE fast enough. Can't GO fast enough. JUST... BROKEN but TOGEATHER at the SAME TIME. JUST..... GONE. I don't want to be here anymore! Just.... NO MORE! I DON'T want to DIE but I DON'T want to BE HERE either! I JUST DON'T WANT TO! PLEASE..... please.....
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Post by Deleted on Nov 1, 2013 12:16:38 GMT
I hope you feel better. It's not wanting to quit, you just need a break. -Shadow
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Post by The hornets nest on Nov 1, 2013 13:18:16 GMT
So sorry you're going through a rough time. Remember that you have us to lean on and things always get better after the storm hits. <3 -the hornets nest
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Post by SecondhandHeart24 on Nov 1, 2013 17:59:51 GMT
Thanks for the support y'all it helps. But yeah... I really need a break. It's like everything bugs me lately , like everything! Idk I think I'm sounding shellfish and like I'm complaining a lot but that's just how I'm feeling right now...
-Aelita
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Post by Deleted on Nov 1, 2013 18:32:11 GMT
You're not being selfish.
-Shadow
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Post by insanegermansystem on Nov 6, 2013 21:30:14 GMT
no, not selfish. just stressed out. which is why I cry when it all gets overwhelming..that's been happening a lot recently.
-Host
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Post by SecondhandHeart24 on Nov 7, 2013 3:37:08 GMT
I'm sorry you have been so stressed about things. So have I...
-Aelita
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