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The hornets nest
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Logan's journal **Trigger warning** Nov 4, 2013 8:01:35 GMT

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Post by The hornets nest on Nov 4, 2013 8:01:35 GMT

So much is bottled inside.
I feel so incomplete and trapped in circumstances that I'd do anything to be rid of.
I want to be me. and I mean ME. I want my body.
I want everything that I can't have.
I want to be everything that I can never be.
I want to be a man.
Because that is what I feel like I am.
I want to get rid of these f*cking girl parts.
It really sucks.
I want MY voice.
I want MY OWN life.
It's not fair.
I am tired of being told I am not real.
I am tired of people saying I'm just a part of Leslie.
I want to be me.
I want to be me.
I want to be me.
I want.
I want.
I want.
Wanting is pointless.
I want so much.
I want everything that is out of reach.
It's like I'm so short and everything that I want is on the tallest f*cking shelf.

~Body's age is 19 and is female. The name is Leslie. There is no host.~

ALTERS- Logan(17):Luke(24):Hornet (19): Cole(20): Kat (21)

FRAGMENTS: Lulu [Fear](3): Pan (12)

Persephone Administrator The "Pretend" Princess I don't know about you but we're not feeling 22 Posts: 76	Logan's journal Trigger warning Nov 4, 2013 8:12:00 GMT Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by Persephone on Nov 4, 2013 8:12:00 GMT I feel a lot of this too just reversed genders so i understand how horrible it feels
	Last Edit: Nov 4, 2013 8:12:39 GMT by Persephone K (Host) - Male, 22 but often feels 18 Persephone- Female 21.

The hornets nest
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Logan's journal **Trigger warning** Nov 4, 2013 19:49:39 GMT

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Post by The hornets nest on Nov 4, 2013 19:49:39 GMT

It just isn't fair that I have to fear coming out.
I have to be ashamed of who I am.
I hate it.
I hate that I have to pretend to be Les sometimes too.
I hate that I can't be open with everyone about my feelings.
I want to be myself or at east live in a world where everyone accepts DID.
and our roommate/ex guardian is being emotionally abusive.
and we can't move out right now.
It isn't her fault.
She has DID too and it is one of her alters.
She doesn't believe us but we met some of em.
We are always shaken around her now.
Our depression is coming back and we are scarily obedient to the point where we shake while doing things for her.
We know this alter can get physically abusive if angry enough.
We witnessed it in childhood.
We are really scared.

~Body's age is 19 and is female. The name is Leslie. There is no host.~

ALTERS- Logan(17):Luke(24):Hornet (19): Cole(20): Kat (21)

FRAGMENTS: Lulu [Fear](3): Pan (12)

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Logan's journal **Trigger warning** Nov 4, 2013 23:23:37 GMT

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Post by SecondhandHeart24 on Nov 4, 2013 23:23:37 GMT

I can relate to that. I hate being in a body that I can't do whatever I want with. There are no pros to this at all. can't talk to the people who I want to talk to, can't do what I want, its really sh*tty and I know how you feel.

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Post by The hornets nest on Nov 4, 2013 8:01:35 GMT

Post by Persephone on Nov 4, 2013 8:12:00 GMT

Post by The hornets nest on Nov 4, 2013 19:49:39 GMT

Post by SecondhandHeart24 on Nov 4, 2013 23:23:37 GMT

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