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Post by Persephone on Nov 12, 2013 21:08:59 GMT
Apparently.
Got told today that I'm just experiencing auditory hallucinations and choosing not to remember things because I just don't think about them. The lack of memory when "she" does things like talk online to people is just me choosing to forget .
"You mean you do things that she tells you" No I don't , I lose control of my actions sometimes....
Have to go to a group for people who hear voices now..... And I can't have therapy because I'm worried about being judged.
I'm glad there's nothing really wrong then...
Tomorrow My actual psychiatrist better listen to what I actually tell them instead of assuming things...- K
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Post by Deleted on Nov 12, 2013 21:28:18 GMT
*Just being blunt, not trying to be rude*Apparently. Got told today that I'm just experiencing auditory hallucinations and choosing not to remember things because I just don't think about them. The lack of memory when "she" does things like talk online to people is just me choosing to forget . The people who told you that are idiots.
"You mean you do things that she tells you" No I don't , I lose control of my actions sometimes.... Have to go to a group for people who hear voices now..... And I can't have therapy because I'm worried about being judged. Therapists don't judge. At least not good ones. I'm glad there's nothing really wrong then... You have DID.Tomorrow My actual psychiatrist better listen to what I actually tell them instead of assuming things...- K I don't think your psychiatrist is too good...
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Post by Persephone on Nov 12, 2013 23:12:04 GMT
Yeah I didn't think they were very good either . But when a supposed trained professional tells me these things it's easy to assume they know better than I do what is going on.
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Post by Deleted on Nov 13, 2013 13:27:38 GMT
But they're not right.
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Post by Persephone on Nov 13, 2013 14:35:17 GMT
I don't even know what they are doing now. Apparently I need a new medication because they are worried about me becoming psychotic , just because one of my family has it. I was unaware that voices that people heard could talk to others with a different voice than mine and have thoughts, a personality, a name and all this. :/
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Post by Deleted on Nov 13, 2013 14:58:22 GMT
You're not psychotic.
You have alters.
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Post by Persephone on Nov 13, 2013 15:21:52 GMT
Apparently my wife mentioning to them that my personality changed, my voice changed, I had different mannerisms and the memory loss doesn't make them think dissociation or anything else,
It's just quite annoying how they don't seem to understand. When I "hear" her, I know it's from inside my mind and not external, I also mentioned it's not always a voice but her thoughts too but no.
But I'd "Better stay on the medication this time" ...... :/
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Post by Deleted on Nov 13, 2013 15:40:56 GMT
Don't stay on the medication. Your "professionals" are idiots.
Have you you mentioned how you might think it's a dissociative disorder?
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Post by Persephone on Nov 13, 2013 15:53:12 GMT
I have mentioned it to them before but they didn't seem to care, like when 2 years ago when I mentioned Borderline PD to them and now a few months ago I apparently have it now... so maybe they'll realize eventually...
I'm considering contacting the people in charge whoever that is and telling them that I think I'm not being understood properly or that they are just ignoring what I actually tell them. But they probably won't do anything anyway...
And if that fails there is apparently a centre which specializes in dissociative disorders , but it is 200 miles away and I might have to pay for it :/
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Post by Deleted on Nov 13, 2013 16:03:20 GMT
Mention it to them again. Say it's more than a hunch.
Get a T that at least has a bit more experience in dissociative disorders?
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Post by Persephone on Nov 13, 2013 16:32:10 GMT
i find it hillarious that im a hallucination but I can type on a forum lol
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Post by Persephone on Nov 15, 2013 3:15:19 GMT
Well I emailed a centre which specializes in dissociation and filled out the screening tests they sent. So hopefully this goes somewhere.
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-Sofelia